Judge me by how I act
I may have been hiding the real me
Leave me at the toughest time
It might give you regrets
When you see me flying in bliss
Love the fake reality in me
You might feel betrayed
Trust the words I speak
I changes my mind so fast
Be satisfied with the efforts I made
I do not exert much of it
The time I had with you
They were filled with haste and hesitations
May you never think I could stay longer
appreciate much of you
Because once upon a time I gave it all
Nothing’s left. Nothing to hold me back.
ps: people do leave you always. they are just temporary sunshine in the storm. They are just a mere decorations in my ocean. They had the brightest color but eventually faded in a blink of an eye.
For all the laughter we had that faded
For the moments that became just memories
For those silent conversations
For the explanations that fell on deaf ears
And the affections that hit the frozen heart.
I knew I love you
I knew someone had your heart
I knew She is someone you will take in the future
I knew I can’t have you
But I don’t know
I love you
But I can’t have you
Loving you was wrong
and I understand why it is.
We were accommodated nicely by a principal at a School where we conducted an interview and observation for their curriculum. We were nicely treated by The people and they even shared a lot of in formation.
This is one thing I am thankful about.
Things and people’s appeal depends on how you think of them.
I get easily attach with things and people that if They leave, it feels like a piece of Me have gone. And now it feels too painful.
P.S. See you again